its the second time i felt so down in my life.

i should feel happy finishing my examinations.

i should be out celebrating happily.

but i didn't.

i choose to cope myself at home.

and that's very bad...

thanks to all my gfs, i finally walked out of my house today.

as usual, they know me the best, they knew how to comfort me, and i felt much better, thanks a million!

with regards to my career matters- i've been feeling very very very stress and that's not healthy at all, perhaps, i'm just too career-minded.

with regards to my friendship matters- i treasure each and every friendship, i always put in my sincerity and heart, and i dislike most when i've been taken for-granted.

with regards to matters at heart- i'm lost, very lost.

lastly, my studies- i have not been putting in a 100% of the effort, so it won't be surprising even if i failed this semester.

yes, that's my current life.

i've lost the smile on my face.